it’s not fair

IT’S NOT FAIR

i really want to stay for dead week

why does princeton have to have such a crappy schedule?  first of all our summer starts so late that my internship is bound to expect me to come immediately.  secondly, appa starts summer school on june 9th and my family wants to spend some time together on a trip together somewhere nearby.  if i go on june 4th like i originally planned, it gives me no time to spend with my family.

that means i have to leave during dead week.

i’m so frustrated i could cry.  i’ve never stayed for dead week and i really want to.  julia talks about it all the time and how much fun it is.  i was really looking forward to this year so that i could stay and enjoy free time AT PRINCETON with my friends.

this year’s timing sucks.  i’m missing eumin’s graduation (EUMIN’S GRADUATION!!!) because of damn finals and i can’t even stay for dead week.  and i have to pay (probably a lot) extra to change my freaking plane ticket.

i hate you princeton i hate you i hate you i hate you

first you make me not sleep and stress eat like crazy (okay, no one makes me do that except myself… and my family’s genes, hahaha) and freak out about damn papers, and NOW THIS!?

i’m so close to crying.  (julia just guilt tripped me.)  is it because of the lack of restful sleep or the stress or because i’m really upset about this?

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oh boo hoo, sumin, your life is so hard.  suck it up.