I just want to have another tab for the pages. :)
Just kidding.
Some posts are private because they are something that I don’t want made public, or potentially hurtful to others, even if I didn’t intend it. I am very selfish on my journal, because it’s all about me. Much of my anger and frustration on here is vented words, so please don’t think I stomp around all day simmering about these things. I leave a lot of things out–I used to write about every single little detail and each entry ended up being about 5-10 paper pages, no kidding. I like to journal in spurts.
I have a love-hate relationship with the idea of a public journal. It’s so flattering to think I have an audience (which I don’t), but my privacy-loving self struggles with it. Part of the idea of opening a public journal again is to make myself more transparent–to be more honest with others and myself openly. It’s still a struggle.
Encouragement is always welcomed.



